i can't bare to lose you baby.



its been month since i post something on this abandon blog.
im back to blogging days i guess, lets see if i do have free time. im in such misery, god knows what i've been through, life changes well that i can see, school a whole totally new concept. much more pressurising than what i thought. its crap im telling you, it feels like they are sucking ur brain juices out from ur mind changing you to become one big dummy zombie, DAMN!
Lately what i've been up to? hmmm NOTHING! god know how boring i am. i mean my life.
hey u wanna know what! i miss you:/, i mean really. the thoughts of you being so far from me really screw me up. im geting stronger each day like independent but its killing me not having you by myside. im not gonna give up. this time off somehow teaches me damn alots of things, control my anger somehow after one incident happen it shaked me up. i dun wanna be ur first but i wanna be ur last till death. people think i might be crazy but who freaking cares. because what i know its just you n me that matters. i stand my ground and hold on to my words tight, i'll wait for you. i guess you'll never come across your mind that i would be writing on this blog again. but baby you're my everything. the key is patients.

Raining, its a cold night how i wish you're here cuddling me with warm from your body.
im thinking of you, Goodnight♥
i love you haikal rajab, i'll always do.